Friday, January 30, 2009

I Surrender

I surrender...

My hopes
My dreams
My ambitions
My pride
My self-respect
My physical needs
My cherished belongings
My beloved canine companions
The people I love

Everything that once seemed so important
has become insignificant

Only by letting go
might I gain
the peace I seek

So now, finally, I turn it all over
to Him

What I Believe

I believe in God, Jesus Christ, the Gospels, baptism, and redemption.

I believe that human life begins at conception.  We cannot judge the value of life by any human scale of measurement.  Every life is precious regardless of the circumstances surrounding its beginning. 


I do not believe in the death penalty.  What God has created, no government or society has the right to take away, even for evil acts.  Evildoers should be imprisoned for the safety of others, but God will determine their ultimate punishment.  However, I believe in the right to defend one's self, family and community against violence.  I support the individual right to bear arms as guaranteed in the Second Amendment to the Constitution of the United States of America. 


I believe in the humane treatment of animals.  God granted us dominion over all the earth, but with that comes great responsibility.  Although I choose not to consume the flesh of any creature with fins, feathers, or fur, I do not bear ill toward those who do.  But if one must slaughter and eat fish, fowl, and/or those who bear fur, let them be treated humanely and their lives ended swiftly and painlessly.   I strongly believe that if one choses to have an animal as a companion or pet, they must be treated with the love and respect one would bestow on a beloved family member and must not be mistreated, abused, abandoned, or discarded.


There is a great deal more, which I will share when I have time.  Some of you who have known me for a long time may see that many of my beliefs have changed from those I expoused in my youth.  This is due to my life experiences, a new sense of spirituality, an appreciation of the world around me, and finally, surrendering my pride, anger, and mistrust.  Dealing with those last three items is a daily struggle, but I can no longer live with them nor expect anyone I love to put up with me if I hold onto them.

A List of Names

People I have known or met over the past 45+ years:


 


DARLA ABERNATHY (BOGART)
VIRGINIA MARIA ABLES
STEPHANIE ANGLIN (JUNKERMEIER)

BETTY BABE
GERALD BALL
MELINDA LEE BARBER (CLARK)
GAYLE BARRETT
DAVID BELL
DARLENE BELTRAN
JOSE BELTRAN
SHARI BENOIT


SHERRY BISHOP
JANE BLACKWOOD


JERRY BLACKWOOD
GREG BLUE
BUTCH BOOKOUT
MARY BOOKOUT (CHAPMAN)
LEE BOYD
RICHARD J. CATLIN
BETH CARLSON
SCOTT CARTER
MITCH CARTWRIGHT


ALENE CASE
LEONARD KYLE CHAMBERLAIN


COLBY CHAMBERLAIN


KYLEE GRACE CHAMBERLAIN


MELISSA CHAMBERLAIN
PEYTON CHAMBERLAIN


PRESLEE CHAMBERLAIN


LEE ANN CHAMBERS
EARL CHAMBLEE
MICHAEL CLEAVELAND
KENNETH COLBERT
BEULAH COOK deceased
BRICE COOK
CODY JAMES COOK
DELORES DIANNE COOK (RHODEN, MALONE)
DICK DUANE COOK deceased 
GERALD COOK deceased
GERALD COOK, JR. deceased
JACK COOK deceased
JACKIE COOK
JENNY COOK
KATRINA COOK
LEA COOK
NANCY COOK
PATRICK DANIEL COOK
PATRICK DANIEL COOK, JR.
RANDY COOK
ROX-ANNA COOK
SABRINA ANN COOK
SONJA MARIE COOK


STEVEN CRIDER
EVAN CROWE
SCOTT CROWNS


LAURA ANN CZARNY


JULIE DATER
DOROTHY DAUB
PHYLLIS DAVENPORT
BRENT DAVIS
TRACY DAVIS


SARAH DAWSON 
LAWRENCE DIAZ
ELAINE DIPPEL
LES DIXON
DAVID ARNOLD DOUBLEDAY
DAVID DOUBLEDAY, JR.
JOETTE LYNN DOUBLEDAY
KRISTOPHER DOUBLEDAY
NICHOLLE DOUBLEDAY
AUBINE DRAKE deceased
VANCE DURRINGTON
DIANE DYLEWSKI
BRAD EILTS
MARY EMERSON
DUANE FANT
VINCE FARHA
LINDA FINDLEY
THERESA FINDLEY
BARRY FORD
FRANK FORD
DINAH FORSHEE
CYNTHIA LEE FOSTER
MARTY FRAZIER
CHARLES FUTRAL
RITA MARIE GALL
PETER T. GALLAGHER
JOE GANT
JAMES GANTER
MARINA GANTER
AMY GEORGE
PATRICK GEORGE
RONNIE GEORGE
VICTORIA GESENHUES
CONNIE GIBSON (HUBBARD)
TEDD W. GIBSON
TERRY GIRE deceased
MICHELLE GLISSENDORF
LANELL GLOVER


ROBERT GONZALEZ
LISA GORDINIER (RIEL)
GALEN GOSE
KENT GOSE
MARJORIE GOSE
SHARON GAIL GOSE
MINDY GROSSARTH


VICKIE GUESENHUES
KASSIDY BROOKE HALPAIN
LORI DEANNE HALPAIN (COOK)
SHAWN HALPAIN
DONALD HAMM deceased
CHRISTINA MARIE HAMMER (RHODEN, RAY)
KIRSTEN HANSSEN
DAVID HARRISON
HEATHER HARTMAN
HAROLD HILL
MARIO LERON HILL
ALLEN HILLEN
HELEN HINTON
RALPH HIRNER
GARRET HOTMAR
RONALD HUBBARD
PATRICIA HUML
TERRI HUNT
JAMES JOHNSON
KATHLEEN MARIE JOHNSON
CAROL JOHNSTON
CURTIS JONES
TITUS JOSHUA
BILL JUNKERMEIER
GENE JUNKERMEIER deceased
LORINDA JUNKERMEIER
PAT JUNKERMEIER
TANYA JUNKERMEIER
TASHA JUNKERMEIER 
REBECCA KAY KABA
CHAD KALLENBACH
BRENDA KELLER
MICHAEL KELTING
SARAH ANN KING
BRIAN KNOX
RADI KHOZAM
TOM KRUSE
KATHRYN KUBIK


ROGER (ROCKY) KUZNIK
JOAN EILEEN LANGFORD (BEECH)
STEVEN LANGFORD


STEVE LASTER


TINA LASTER
BRAD LEDBETTER
KIM LEDBETTER
RANDY LEDBETTER
LAVERNE CATHERINE LEHR
MARSHA LIBEER
JAMES MADER deceased
MERRELL MAGELLI
SARAH MAKINSON
JACK AUVILLE MALONE deceased
JACK WAYNE MALONE
JAMES DAVID MALONE
MICHAEL WAYNE MALONE
SHERRY MALONE (WHITE) deceased
NELSON MARIN
WALTER MARTIN
WESLEY MARQUAND
MARY MAYO
NANCY GRACE MCCABE
KARY MCCAFFREE
TERRE GENE MCCLOSKEY (DORMAN)
STACY LEIGH MCKINLEY


ALEXANDER MCKINNEY


APRIL MCKINNEY
TAMARA MCLEMORE (LAWRENCE)


KENNETH MEENTZ


JOSHUA MERCER
STEPHANIE LEE MEYER
MARTIN MICHAEL
PHILLIP MILLER
DAVID MITCHELL
LOURDES MONTERO
MICHELLE DIANE MORRIS


STEVEN MORRIS 


SHAUNA MOORE
LINDA MURRAY
LOREN LAZELLE MURRAY (MALONE, MCCLENDON)
MARVIN MUDE
PAM MUDE (COOK)
RANDY MUDE
KATHY NORMAN
DON OFFILL
LEE OFFIL
MICHELLE OFFILL
RUTHE OFFILL
TRACY OLDFIELD
JENNIFER LEA OLIVAS (OLDFIELD)
DORIS LEA ORGAN
HESHAM OUBARI
MARGARET OYLER
SHEILA PARSLEY
TARA CAROL PATIS
CURTIS PAYNE
SUSAN PENNER
STACY PFANNENSTIEL
BILL PIKE
DANA KRISTINE PIKE (RHODEN)
DUANE PIKE
CHARLES TAYLOR PIKE
JAMES ALEXANDER PIKE
KRISTINA DIANNE PIKE
TERRY MONROE PIKE
JANE POOLE
BRUCE PORTERFIELD
GREGORY L. POTTER
JEFFREY POTTER
LYNDON POTTER
SHARON POTTER
DANIEL POTTS


HAYLEY IRENE POTTS
BARBARA SUZANN QUANTZ
CHERYL RAY
DARREN RAY
DEANNA RAY
DWIGHT RAY
JOHN RAYBURN
JANEL RAZOOK


MARK REMINGTON
KARA REYNOLDS
MITZI REYNOLDS
BRYON DONOVAN RHODEN
DERRICK EUGENE RHODEN
LEONARD DON RHODEN
LIBBY LOUISE RHODEN
SHAUN ERIC RHODEN
STEVE ROBERTS
GERALD ROGERS
MICHAEL ROGERS
SHERRY ANN ROGERS
SHERRY SUE ROGERS (SPENCER)
BILLY ROSS
JAMES ROWLAND
CELIA RUBALCABA
STEVEN RUDD
KEITH RUNYAN
JAMES RUOTOLO
SANDRA SAGERTY
SHIRLEY SAGERTY
CLIFFORD L. SALTKILL (deceased)
JAMES DEAN SALTKILL
JAMIE LYNNE SALTKILL
VIRGINIA SALTKILL
JANET SANDERS


PAUL SANDERS
KARIN SANDERSON
DENNIS SANGER
TOM SAWYER
ROMAN SCHREINER
TARITA SCHULTZ
MARLIN SCHRAG
ANNE SHARPE
C. FRED SHAW
CYNTHIA LYNN SHAW
PAT SHAW
KANDACE SILVERNALE
WILLIAM ELWOOD SIMMONS
NANCY SIMMONS
STACY SKINNER
KRISTEN SNOW (EMMEL)
TOM V. SNOW
RICK SOUTH
LISA MARIA SPACKMAN (DIAZ)
VELMA DEE SPENCER (FINDLEY, HARRISON)
JUSTIN STEVENS
LESLIE STEVENS
SHARON KAY STEWART
D'ANDRE STINNETT
FRANCINE STROTHER
HAROLD STROTHER
KATHY STROTHER
SUSAN STROTHER
STEVEN SULLIVAN
JAMES STOVER
NEIL SUTER
KEN SWIER
ANGIE LOVE SYKES (MOTES)
ARTHUR SYKES, JR.
BRIAN SCOTT SYKES
JERETA SYKES
KENT SYKES
MICHELLE SYKES (MORRIS)
REBECCA L. SYKES (FRIMAN)
INEZ TALLEY
ELLEN TARPLEY
SARI ANN TATON
IVAN TENBROOK
CATHERINE THOMAS
GARY THOMAS
HAROLD THOMAS
BRENDA THOMPSON
SHARON THOMPSON
JAMES TRACY
SHIELA TROLL
ROGER VAIL
DAVID VAN NETTA
LIA VARGAS
AARON VAUGHAN
ALLISON VAUGHAN
DEBORAH VAUGHAN


JENNIFER VAUGHAN
MARC T. VAUGHAN
THELMA VAUGHN
CYHTHIA WHEATON
NEIL WELTY
RYAN WERKHEISER
ALEX DAO WHITE
ALLEN DALE WHITE
AUSTIN DEAN WHITE


BRENDA WHITE
KETSARIN JULEE WHITE
LOREN ANDREW WHITE
LYNN ALLEN WHITE
TONYA WHITE
CHER-LYN CAROL WILLIAMS
JUSTIN WILLIAMS
LIBBY ANN WILLIAMS
RICHARD WILLIAMS
STACI ANN WILLIAMS
JEFF WILSON
KIMBERLY WILSON (LANGFORD)
PAULA WINFREY (ARNOLD)
JODI WINEINGER
DALE WINTERS
JOAN WINTERS
SANDRA WOLF
MARJAN YERUSHALMI
JOYCE ELAINE YOUNACHA (OFFILL, MIDDENDORF)
KATHY MARIA YOUTZ
ROBIN ZIMMERMAN
ALLEN ZUMWALT

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